It’s been a week since Booker’s been gone. The community a person gathers on social media is more meaningful than the experts give you all credit for. That simple “I’m sorry” brings real comfort. Thank you for taking the time to remember Booker with me.
Here’s a poem from an old, unpublished collection of poetry that you might enjoy. (I’ve begun shopping it around, figuring what the heck?)
BEFORE HARVEST
The first summer Mr. Miller planted winter wheat,
he brought us a jar with a red rose on the lid
full of seeds smooth as fannies. He handed them
to my mother to show her what he would be planting.
She said yes seeds were good as kittens to teach
her children about life. The first day I took
Social Studies, we read about store-bought bread.
I told the teacher I knew about the wheat part.
“Just read the page,” she said.
Before harvest, we drove to church and stopped
past our lawn. In a fog, spiders wove webs
like Queen Anne’s lace as far back as the woods.
I would have begged my parents to stop and watch
until the sun if I’d known the webs would break.
And here’s another one:
DAY OF THE DEATH
I watch the earth boil and break
bright green pushing up
row upon row, an army risen to
stand at attention until its cut.
Wheat shoots and soybeans
push up clods of dirt,
as much miracle as corpses
shoving back dirt
to haunt the sunlight.
Babies roll over boulders
open tombs where I sit, weep,
wait for the farmer to tell me
what it means.
Katie, I know God will continue to comfort you in your loss of darling Booker. It’s soooo hard. I’m glad your friends have understood and reached out. Our pets bring us such joy and comfort and loyalty. We can’t help but love them and grieve their loss. I’m so sorry.
Thank you for sharing your powerful poetry. The images are wonderful….especially I love the Queen Ann’s lace image. You write so beautifully.
Love
Lynn
Thank you so very much for stopping by and for your wishes for comfort. Thank you. And thank you for liking the poems…Love, Katie